Disappointment
To be honest, I’m sad that I wasn’t able to get into SPOP for this summer. I was so excited and nervous when I had my interview. In reality, I thought that it went well. I answered all the questions confidently and I was sure of my answers. At the end of SPOP3 I had so much support from everyone saying that I had what it took to be a SPOP staffer in order to be a role model and peer to the incoming students. But then…
that day came when I received an e-mail saying that I wasn’t accepted to be a Staffer for Summer 2008. Reading that letter made me question my integrity. It made me really think about who I was and what I wanted to accomplish. It made me question my entire self. It basically ruined my day and that idea of failure follows me to this very day like a shadow when seen underneath the brilliance of the sun. I’m still deeply saddened from not being able to participate in this event… I just want to know why… why wasn’t I chosen– maybe it just wasn’t my year…
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