Off Balance

For a few weeks.. I’ve been really starting to wonder where we are going and if we’re going to make it.  I don’t know what’s going to happen and neither do you.  I’m hoping for the best but I really don’t know what we should do…

I don’t know why it still bothers me, but why haven’t you gotten me a Christmas present? It’s been so long and you still haven’t gotten me anything. I even went to the Philippines and you could’ve gotten me anything but you didn’t. I got you an iPod touch right before I left for our 6 month and for a Christmas present. Then I got you stuffs from the philippines. You didn’t give me anything at all and it makes me sad. I don’t know why it makes me feel sad but it does. I mean, if you just said, “sorry I didn’t get you anything for Christmas,” I’d be fine. But you always say things like oh I’m going to get you a present, oh let’s go watch shopping etc. Stop teasing me and just tell me the truth. Just stop already it’s been months. You’re not going to get me anything. Just say it already so I could stop hoping that you will some day. I give up.

1 Month

I’m sitting in my Lluvia room on call for Summer CA/RA work.  Maybe someone’s going to call because a drastic emergency, probably not. Most likely not!  So I’m sitting here looking through my planner, facebook, and my phone gathering memories of what I’ve done this quarter; especially with

You are my Ecstasy

As far as I can remember, never in my life have I been so happy about being with someone until now.  She’s sweet, caring, intelligent beyond words, motivating, and a big inspiration.  I attended a leadership workshop with her a couple months back and I remember the guest speaker saying that we should “be around people that inspire us.”  She inspires me to do great things, to be more than what I am now, to do what I never thought I could do bore. I am willing to give so much just because I like her so much. She makes me feel a way that no one ever has before.  Every day that goes by, I hope that I’m able to make her day and show her how much I care for her. I’m so grateful that I’m with her and that we get along well.  She is my everything.  I have never been so happy. Leah, you’ll probably never read this because… well, you don’t know it exists but I like you more than you think and I hope what we have never ends.

I feel like…

I have you but at the same time that I don’t have you. I don’t know why I feel this way but I do. ..

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Exclusive!

I haven’t posted on facebook or anything about this so if you’re reading my blog this is exclusive for ya!

I have been getting hired recently to take pictures and I thought it was time that I made a portfolio website with all my work on it.  It’s still in construction, as I only purchased the domain name/server yesterday. i’ve been trying to work on it all day but learning CSS and HTML is like learning another language. so give me time!

check it out after the post-break:

Toxic

Well let’s just say that I’m really torn in two right now.